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Once I had a curious
impression. I was riding over some endless downs near the sea.
Nothing could be flatter than the landscape that stretched before
me; the sea was a dead calm, resembling a mirror of spangled blue;
the sand was white and dazzling; waves of heat rose from the ground,
scorching my face; the entire world seemed to be gasping for breath.
I alone was moving upon this immensity; sky, sea, and sand belonged
to me.
In spite of the
suffocating temperature, my horse was galloping briskly, happy to
feel the soft sand beneath his hoofs. I had the sensation of moving
through the desert.
All at once the
animal became restive; he snorted through dilated nostrils, I felt
him tremble beneath me; sweat broke out all over his body; suddenly
he stopped short, and, swerving round unexpectedly, refused to
advance! Nothing was to be seen but a series of flat, curving
sand-hills, with here and there a tuft of hard grass, or sprays of
sea-lavender, bending beneath the overpowering heat, yet I also had
an uncanny sensation, the curious feeling that something was
breathing, as though the ground itself were throbbing beneath our
feet. In a way I shared my horse's apprehension. 'What could it be?
In spite of his
reluctance, I pushed him forward, keeping a firm grip on the reins,
as at each moment he tried to swing round.
Then I saw something
strange appear on the horizon; a mysterious line undulating across
one of the mounds, something that was alive. I had the keen
perception that it was breathing, that it was even gasping for
breath.
All at once a man
rose from somewhere and stood, a dark splotch, against the brooding
heat of the sky. The man was a shepherd! Then I understood the
meaning of that weirdly palpitating line—it was his flock of sheep!
Stifled by the
overwhelming temperature, they had massed themselves together, heads
turned inwards, seeking shelter one from the other. Finding no
relief, they were panting out their silent distress.
The "cioban" stood
quite still, staring at me with stupefied indifference.
I think that never
before and never since have I had an acuter sensation of intolerable
heat. . . .
Wherever I have met
them, be it on the mountains or in the plains, on green pastures or
on arid wastes, these silent shepherds have seemed to me the very
personification of solitude, of mystery, of things unsaid. |